Sunday, November 30, 2008

Turkey Day?

... I dont get why it would be called that.... I mean we Eat the turkeys... we dont celebrate them... hahahahaha. wow... so this is my first post in... months? its been far too long since i told anyone who reads this what i have been thinking.
im kinda in a tight spot right now. I am in debt, and i still have to get presents for people for christmas... im hoping ill come out ok but... i dont know...
I feel like i have to argue with myself... it really bothers me. i know if i fully focused on God the rest would work itself out. and it would work itself out better than if i focus on it. is that concept clear? maybe not cuz its the opposite of how i would think it would be. basically it is this: "focus on yourself or anything else earthly (relationships, money, time, money, music, money, ect.), then those things will end up falling in on you. say you are obsessed with money. if you fret over it night and day, it can end up being *poof* gone. however, if you are fully focused on God, then not only are you totally safe (God doesnt ever *poof* gone.) but he can fulfill you in ways your money or whatever ever could.
So what are you thankful for? right now im thankful that God still wont give up on me. i really wish i could just stick with him.
thats all for now.

1 comment:

Katrina A. said...

Hey David,

I really do know how it is to really be struggling to trust God with you life. It is a long and hard process and you can never seem to fully get there. But, if you think about it, when has God ever NOT kept a promise he made? If you think about that.. it becomes easier and really the obvious thing to do.