Audio Books, and storms

So over the last few days... or i guess just yesterday and today... i think... i have been listening to Dominion by Randy Alcorn. its pretty interesting, about gangs, and racism, and stuff like that... not my idea of a good read but its fun to listen to. also lately i made a big switch from listening to mostly metal, to love songs... wierd? i dotn knwo... i just notice stuff change in my life... not big things at all... just little things... you know... I miss God. i miss the comfort i used to find in him everyday. i miss laying in my bed and just talking to him. i miss standing in the rain until 11 at night singing my praise to him (i actually did that once). theres nothing like a storm to show Gods power. jenna and i were talking about that the other day. she pointed out a small part of the sky that faded to light. it was interesting... i meant to tell her afterward, but never got the chance... when she pointed that out... it got me thinking. even in the middle of the darkest storms, the thunder, lightning and rain, there are still patches of light... sometimes people are those patches of light in my life... the ones who will talk to me, encourage me to keep pulling myself towards God, or just to stop pushing him away long enough for him to pull me in. i just want to thank you guys for that... you know who you are most likely =) if you dont call me
~David

Struggling

so we're visiting our friends house right? one of those rich people rent for a week kinda places right? and... its kind of funny...when you have all this stuff... pool table, gaming system, huge tvs... i mean... its kinda hard to keep the focus right... but what its done for me... it has shown up what a struggle i am having and have been having long before we came here... this just helped me see it. seriously though... i need help... i need to come back to God, and get him to be my primary focus... i have friends who are there... or at least seem like it... i wish they could tell me how... "click your heels three times and repeat 'theres noone like God, theres noone like God'"... i mean seriously... if it were only that easy... i know im definitely not the only one struggling with this... but if i can get some prayer id appreciate it.
Thank you
~David

Mk Prom

wow... there is no way to describe how awesome it was! i mean... it was totally worth all the stress it caused... although i considered destroying my computer on the spot several times... it worked... and lots of pple have said it was like the best party ever... im still pretty tired though... yah... awesomeness... =)